hiatus

miasanweirdos said: friendly reminder that your posts are still my fav and you're still my 'photoshop role model' for editing on my TH blog xD have a nice day :'D

…Woah this is so nice, I never thought I would still get messages like this but it really makes me feel appreciated for the work I did back here… Thank you so much honey, have a nice day you too ♥


franurenda897 said: So... What if the album eventually is electronic like they said it would be? Would you be disappointed with an album similar to Humanoid? Love you :)

I kinda don’t have any expectations about them or their album anymore… I don’t have ” I would like it to be—” thoughts, I’ll just listen to their new songs and see if I like them or not, whatever style they are, because I already know they won’t be the usual Tokio Hotel style I used to know so…

The situation kinda changed because though they’ll always have a special spot in my heart they’re not my fav band anymore so I’m not sure I will get to like all their songs however they are, like I used to do before… I’ll just listen to the new album with a more objective point of view :)

Thanks for your love darling xxx


vollidioten said: I love you, you little shit

awwww thank you hun ♥ I missed you. 


cutiell said: Hi! omg, i miss your blog :( dont you like them anymore?

I’m not as passionate as I was, idk. I think a big part in changing my mind or not will be played by their comeback. I have the feeling I’ll be disappointed, I hope I’m wrong :(

"Sometimes they come back…"

Uhm, hi everyone. I know I’ve been away and I still am, since I don’t really match with Tokio Hotel right now and I don’t have the least will or inspiration to edit about them.

I’ve been receiving many messages throughout my hiatus, and some of them really touched me so I wanted to thank you all for your love.

I’m writing this post mainly to let you know that though I’m not on this blog, I’m still on Tumblr practically everyday. In fact, you can find me at my other two blogs:

  1. blockblicious
  2. sonhyun

The first one is my main KPOP blog in which I sometimes post some edits but mainly reblog stuff. The second one is my new OTP blog, which is called Namsong, and I edit a lot more there. I don’t think you’re interested in this kind of stuff, but since some of you actually asked me if I could come back to just post stuff even if it wasn’t about Tokio Hotel, I decided to tell you that. But please, if you decide to follow me on there, don’t send me messages like “when will you come back to your tokio hotel blog” or similars, because I don’t know and it makes me feel uncomfortable.

Also, since my blog still has the hiatus theme, if you need to re-read this post just go on the tag “scarswillstayforever”. 

Thanks for your love and patience, see you on the other side (?) maybe :)


jigsisanalien said: What's wrong darling?? Your tumblr as nothing. I can see you're disappointed at the band. Kisses=)

I’m on hiatus, that’s it :) It is now more official than ever. 

dankesch0n said: yes, Neph, u friggin drama creator, gtfo, just one note to that anon: NEPH BROUGHT EDITING STUFF FOR THIS FANDOM ON WHOLE NEW LEVEL + HAVING AN OPINION IS NOT CREATING A DRAMA SO SHUT. YOUR. MOUTH.

Having an opinion in this fucked up fandom is not permitted, you just have to smile, pretends it’s alright and stab the back of the nearest Alien as soon as the voting sessions end.


Anonymous said: So I get you right: You're complaining about people being... excited about the band? About the award and the video? Why does it bother you that the band still makes people happy, regardless what you feel about them?

No, I complain about this fandom because is so fucked up we just look like the so-called ”’Aliens Family”” everyone talks about when we vote for them, while actually every fucking Alien would kill another fan just to get a glimpse of Tokio Hotel. Do you think this is a family? No, it’s not. We’re just faking all the time, and these awards mean nothing because we’re just the most fucked up fandom ever.

I complain about the band for so many reasons that I explained in the past, and these complaints come from my long experience with Tokio Hotel, and because I’m not a blind fan like most of the fandom is.

And the fact that you’re asking me these questions proves that you didn’t know anything about me or about what I think about this whole situation, so you didn’t have the right to come saying those things in my askbox.


Anonymous said: oh please stop it you already! you dont have the right to call to all the fandom "idiot",if we wanna celebrate that fucking award is our own problem! if you dont voted then not celebrate anything & not watch the "fake" video. i dont wanna fight or something and YEAH everyone has their own opinion but you display more the type of person that likes the drama. If you're tired of the band or the fans, then there's more bands/artist that release an album every year and a "single" per month :)

queer-as-volk:

scarswillstayforever:

  1. you don’t know nothing about me or my relationship with the band
  2. you don’t know nothing about what i’ve been through with them
  3. i do what i want
  4. i say what i want about them since I pay for every single thing Tokio Hotel has, just like every other fan
  5. i didn’t call anyone idiot, maybe you would like to read again my post with, i don’t know, a new pair of eyes or something?
  6. for sure i’m a certain type of person that likes some things and hate others but you don’t know shit about me so don’t come to me saying bullshit like “you display the type that likes drama”. SHUT YOUR MOUTH BEFORE YOU GO TOO FAR, don’t you dare saying things like that when you don’t even know my fucking name, girl. 
  7. open your eyes and you’ll see i’m one of the few people in this fandom that say the things as they are, be them bad or good. Not like all the others that just think everything about TH is fucking perfect, and remembers we are a fandom just for voting, then the rest of the time throw shit at all the other aliens.
  8. if you want to hear just good things about those guys go on the fucking tokio hotel tag and you’ll find plenty of people who do that, don’t bother me. 
  9. if you knew something about me or my way of thinking (and you do NOT, clearly) you wouldn’t say “there’s more bands/artist that release an album every year and a “single” per month :)” -with that fucking smile at the end that maybe should sound ironic or a way to make your bullshits sweeter (it isn’t working, just for your information)- because the problem is not the wait for the album, lovey dovey. 
  10. you don’t need to tell me what i should do, you think i will find another band just because you told me to? oh wait, NO.
  11. wash your mouth before talking like that about a person you don’t even know.
  12. next time come off anon if you want to do the failing hero of the day.

want some more ironic smiles of yours to end the message?

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hope you’re satisfied, now please go away and never come back on my fucking askbox. 

You girls are going way too far, for an album that hasn’t been released yet. 

Excuse me, where did you read it’s about the album? Gosh, why people just tell their shit without even reading what they’re answering to? I’m so tired of people like you and that anon. 


Anonymous said: so you're here since 2012, before on tumblr the drama was inexistent, i'm not saying what you should to do, learn to read as well, i'm saying an opinion like you do all the time. also I'm not part of the fandom that says that TH "are the perfect boys in everything what they do", bc they're not. I cannot come off on anon bc i dont have tumblr I was searching and i don't know how arrive to here. i really don't care being a hero. the smile wasn't ironic, it's was bc i wanted without an intention.

"you’re here since 2012, before on tumblr the drama was inexistent"

LOL you’re not even a tumblr user, how could you know that? please, just stop right here. Are you saying I’m the one who makes all the drama? Oh PLEASE PLEASE STOP IT. It’s getting really ridicolous. 

Also there are other ways to show yourself, so you just DON’T WANT TO. No excuses.

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